ABC History

Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD; As I live, says the Lord GOD, surely because my flock became a prey, and my flock became food to every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, neither did my shepherds search for my flock, but the shepherds fed themselves, and fed not my flock; Therefore, O you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD; Thus says the Lord GOD; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be food for them. For thus says the Lord GOD; Behold, I, even I, will both search for my sheep, and seek them out. As a shepherd seeks out his flock in the day that he is among his sheep that are scattered; so will I seek out my sheep, and will deliver them out of all places where they have been scattered on a cloudy and dark day. And I will bring them out from the people, and gather them from the countries, and will bring them to their own land, and feed them upon the mountains of Israel by the rivers, and in all the inhabited places of the country. I will feed them in a good pasture, and upon the high mountains of Israel shall their fold be: there shall they lie in a good fold, and in a rich pasture shall they feed upon the mountains of Israel. I will feed my flock, and I will cause them to lie down, says the Lord GOD. I will seek those who were lost, and bring again those who were driven away, and will bind up those who were broken, and will strengthen those who were sick: but I will destroy the fat and the strong; I will feed them with judgment. Ezekiel 34:7-16

Definition of a Cult

By definition, a cult is a group or sect bound together by adoration of the same thing, person, ideal, etc.

A cult promises you redemption. It tells you that if you do what it says, and as it believes, you will be protected from the evil people that are out to get you and the rest of society.

A cult purges the non-believers. And it actively tries to vilify all those who are not part of the cult, saying that they're doomed and destined to go to hell.

Mate Scriptures

The premise behind the method of study employed by the "Assembly of the Body of Christ" is one must find the Greek and Hebrew "mate scriptures" in order to truly understand the will of God and His truth. Here is an excerpt from their website (LINK)

The scripture used as the basis for this belief is Isaiah 34:16-17. The ABC's non-contextual interpretation of this scripture alleges this scripture proves the theory one must find "mate scriptures." I declare this is not true.

The ABC strictly adheres to a method of Bible study in which one examines an entire context in order to properly understand the text. That is truly not a bad idea. Any thought taken out of context can be twisted and distorted to say something it does not say. Again referring to their website it states you must own:

"A Panin's translation of the New Testament to determine the full context (complete thought) where any N.T. Bible verse is found - so we can see the full puzzle piece."

This Bible, translated numerically by Ivan Panin, works only for the New Testament. However, I assume this same principle; examining the entire context; would also carry over to the Old Testament as well. It rightfully should if we are to have a good understanding of what is written.

So, looking at Isaiah 34:16-17, in its entire context, let's examine this "scriptural mate" theory and see if it holds up to scrutiny. Here is the entire text surrounding Isaiah 34:16-17 (the whole chapter). I have bolded verses 16-17.

Come near, ye nations, to hear; and hearken, ye people: let the earth hear, and all that is therein; the world, and all things that come forth of it. For the indignation of the LORD is upon all nations, and his fury upon all their armies: he hath utterly destroyed them, he hath delivered them to the slaughter. Their slain also shall be cast out, and their stink shall come up out of their carcases, and the mountains shall be melted with their blood. And all the host of heaven shall be dissolved, and the heavens shall be rolled together as a scroll: and all their host shall fall down, as the leaf falleth off from the vine, and as a falling fig from the fig tree. For my sword shall be bathed in heaven: behold, it shall come down upon Idumea, and upon the people of my curse, to judgment. The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea. And the unicorns shall come down with them, and the bullocks with the bulls; and their land shall be soaked with blood, and their dust made fat with fatness. For it is the day of the LORD'S vengeance, and the year of recompences for the controversy of Zion. And the streams thereof shall be turned into pitch, and the dust thereof into brimstone, and the land thereof shall become burning pitch. It shall not be quenched night nor day; the smoke thereof shall go up for ever: from generation to generation it shall lie waste; none shall pass through it for ever and ever. But the cormorant and the bittern shall possess it; the owl also and the raven shall dwell in it: and he shall stretch out upon it the line of confusion, and the stones of emptiness. They shall call the nobles thereof to the kingdom, but none shall be there, and all her princes shall be nothing. And thorns shall come up in her palaces, nettles and brambles in the fortresses thereof: and it shall be an habitation of dragons, and a court for owls. The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to his fellow; the screech owl also shall rest there, and find for herself a place of rest. There shall the great owl make her nest, and lay, and hatch, and gather under her shadow: there shall the vultures also be gathered, every one with her mate. Seek ye out of the book of the LORD, and read: no one of these shall fail, none shall want her mate: for my mouth it hath commanded, and his spirit it hath gathered them. And he hath cast the lot for them, and his hand hath divided it unto them by line: they shall possess it for ever, from generation to generation shall they dwell therein. Isaiah 34:1-17

As you read through this context above ask yourself this one question. Is this context referring to proper Bible study or is it referring to the permanent destruction of a set of nations? I have underlined the beginning of the context to show that it is referring to a set of nations.

One of the biggest bugaboos of our language is the use of pronouns. They make reading more pleasant but, if one does not properly refer the pronoun to its subject, the meaning of a sentence can become grossly distorted. To understand who, or what, verses 16-17 refer to I have replaced all the pronouns below (in parentheses) with the intended subject.

Come near, ye nations, to hear; and hearken, ye people: let the earth hear, and all that is therein; the world, and all things that come forth of (the world). For the indignation of the LORD is upon all nations, and his fury upon all (the nations) armies: he hath utterly destroyed (the nations), he hath delivered (the nations) to the slaughter. (The nations) slain also shall be cast out, and (the nations) stink shall come up out of (the nations) carcasses, and the mountains shall be melted with (the nations) blood. And all the host of heaven shall be dissolved, and the heavens shall be rolled together as a scroll: and all (the nations) host shall fall down, as the leaf falleth off from the vine, and as a falling fig from the fig tree. For my sword shall be bathed in heaven: behold, (my sword) shall come down upon Idumea, and upon the people of my curse, to judgment. The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, (the sword) is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea. And the unicorns shall come down with (the lambs, goats and rams), and the bullocks with the bulls; and (the nations) land shall be soaked with blood, and (the nations) dust made fat with fatness. For it is the day of the LORD'S vengeance, and the year of recompences for the controversy of Zion. And the streams thereof shall be turned into pitch, and the dust thereof into brimstone, and the land thereof shall become burning pitch. (Edom) shall not be quenched night nor day; the smoke thereof shall go up for ever: from generation to generation it shall lie waste; none shall pass through (Edom) for ever and ever. But the cormorant and the bittern shall possess (Edom); the owl also and the raven shall dwell in (Edom): and he shall stretch out upon (Edom) the line of confusion, and the stones of emptiness. They shall call the nobles thereof to the kingdom, but none shall be (in the kingdom), and all (Edom's) princes shall be nothing. And thorns shall come up in (Edom's) palaces, nettles and brambles in the fortresses thereof: and (Edom) shall be an habitation of dragons, and a court for owls. The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to (the satyr's) fellow; the screech owl also shall rest (in Edom), and find for (the screech owl) a place of rest. (In the kingdom) shall the great owl make (the great owl's own) nest, and lay, and hatch, and gather under (the great owl's own) shadow: (in the kingdom) shall the vultures also be gathered, every one with (the vulture's own) mate. Seek ye out of the book of the LORD, and read: no one of (the dragons, owls, wild beasts, satyr's screech owls, great owls, etc. ) shall fail, none [of these ](wild creatures ) shall want for a mate: for (God's) mouth (yes God's mouth) hath commanded, and (God's) spirit hath gathered (the wild creatures). And God hath cast the lot for (the owls, wild beasts, etc. ), and God's hand hath divided (Edom) unto (the wild creatures) by line: (the wild creatures) shall possess (Edom) for ever, from generation to generation shall (the wild creatures) dwell therein. Isaiah 34:1-17

So pulling out verses 16-17 with the pronouns replaced with the subject of the pronoun:

Seek ye out of the book of the LORD, and read: no one of (the dragons, owls, wild beasts, satyr's screech owls, great owls, etc.) shall fail, none [of these ](wild creatures ) shall want for a mate: for (God's) mouth (yes God's mouth) hath commanded, and (God's) spirit hath gathered (the wild creatures). And God hath cast the lot for (the owls, wild beasts, etc.), and God's hand hath divided (Edom) unto (the wild creatures) by line: (the wild creatures) shall possess (Edom) for ever, from generation to generation shall (the wild creatures) dwell therein.

So, you see, this scripture has nothing to do with finding "mate scriptures" when we look at the entire context. It has to do with the complete destruction of a set of nations (Edom, Bozrah, Idumaea) which would become no longer suited for habitation by mankind and would instead be forever a habitation of birds and wild creatures of various sorts. Here is a quotation from "Easton's Bible Dictionary" regarding the Edom of Isaiah 34.

There are many prophecies concerning Edom (Isa 34:5-6; Jer 49:7-18; Eze 25:13; 35:1-15; Joe 3:19; Am 1:11; Obadiah; Mal 1:3-4) which have been remarkably fulfilled. The present desolate condition of that land is a standing testimony to the inspiration of these prophecies. After an existence as a people for above seventeen hundred years, they have utterly disappeared, and their language even is forgotten for ever. In Petra, "where kings kept their court, and where nobles assembled, there no man dwells; it is given by lot to birds, and beasts, and reptiles."

Or this from the Jamieson-Faussett-Brown Commentary

16. book of the Lord-the volume in which the various prophecies and other parts of Scripture began henceforward to be collected together (Isa 30:8; Da 9:2).
Seek-(so Isa 8:16, 20; Joh 5:39; 7:52).
no one . fail-of these prophecies (Mt 5:18).
none shall want . mate-image from pairing of animals mentioned, Isa 34:15 ("mate"); no prediction shall want a fulfillment as its companion. Or rather, "none of these wild animals (just spoken of) shall be wanting: none shall be without its mate" to pair and breed with, in desolate Idumea.
my . his-Such changes of person are frequent in Hebrew poetry.
them-the wild beasts.

So, you see, this scripture used to prove the "scripture mate" theory has nothing to do with "scripture mates" whatsoever; it has to do with the mates of birds and other wild animals who reside where Edom once stood. Edom, representative of those nations who were not serving God, was destroyed by God and left desolate forever and became the breeding ground of wild animals only, and not fit for the dwelling of man.

I wholeheartedly agree we should look at ALL scripture in a contextual way and by applying that principle to this scripture it is proven this does not refer to the seeking of "mate scriptures" through Greek and Hebrew word studies, as the ABC alleges.

24-The end of the matter

After I was ex-communicated, for the second time, it appeared a great flood had gone through my life, washing away everything I thought I knew. After I surveyed the wreckage I tried to pick up the pieces and reconstruct something that looked like what I had before but knew that would be the wrong path to follow, and would never work. I looked for another person who would help me reconstruct the debris, but no one was willing to help. Eventually I cleared away the rubble myself, took stock of what I had left, and found there was not much usable material. I ended up discarding almost everything I once found true and started over from scratch. If you look about my spiritual house now you might find a piece or two of the old dwelling here and there, but very little. When the flood of man swept through my life, there was immense devastation and emotionally I looked a total loss. The relationship I have with God inwardly remains solid. That relationship with God is the only hope I have in this world, and one I truly value.

Here is a Psalm that sums up the end of the matter for me. I hope you enjoy it.

My soul rests in God alone. My salvation is from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation, my fortress-- I will never be greatly shaken. How long will you assault a man, Would all of you throw him down, Like a leaning wall, like a tottering fence? They fully intend to throw him down from his lofty place. They delight in lies. They bless with their mouth, but they curse inwardly. Selah.

My soul, wait in silence for God alone, For my expectation is from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation, my fortress. I will not be shaken. With God is my salvation and my honor. The rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in him at all times, you people. Pour out your heart before him. God is a refuge for us. Selah.

Surely men of low degree are just a breath, And men of high degree are a lie. In the balances they will go up. They are together lighter than a breath. Don't trust in oppression. Don't become vain in robbery. If riches increase, Don't set your heart on them. God has spoken once, Twice I have heard this, That power belongs to God. Also to you, Lord, belongs loving kindness, For you reward every man according to his work.

Psalms 62:1-12

23-A few anomalies

I list here a few of the anomalies which developed during the "Mexican Ministry" period. These are examples of a few things that caused me to be pushed out of the ABC the first time.

I was charged with being "rebellious" because I did not just go along with every endeavor my father put forward. One of the most prominent changes that occurred during this period was the introduction of the clerical collar. My father decided we must assume the Mexican custom of the collar for "priests" and it was expected, if we went into Mexico, we would wear a clerical collar. This eventually became a custom of being worn in San Diego as well. I had always considered we, the ABC, to be different from other churches and we, I had been taught for many many years, were the exception to the rest of "Mystery Babylon".

The ABC considers the Catholic church, and all her denominational daughters, to be Mystery Babylon and her harlot daughters spoken of in Revelation. We all knew, or thought we knew anyhow, we differed from the rest because we met in homes, had no name (even though we really did have a name), did not ride on the back of the government (even though we had now incorporated and shared in the same tax breaks all the other denominational churches did) and it was certain we did not do things like the Catholic church (even though we were now expected to wear clerical collars and have the people kiss our rings). This sudden abandonment of theological position, to such a large degree, was disillusioning for me. It caused me to inspect what we were actually building and made me realize we were not that much different from any other denominational church. We were, in fact, just another denomination born out of other movements. This did not sit well with me. It forever ended my illusion that the ABC was "different" and not a denomination. True, we met in homes, instead of church buildings, but everything else was mostly the same as any other denominational church. We were a new denomination and an aberrant church causing injury to many and a seemingly cultish one at that.

I refused to buy a clerical shirt, even though I had been commanded to do so by my "father in the Lord". I came home from work one day to find one hanging on my front door with a note ordering me to wear it. There was a teaching in the ABC we were to be "experimental believers" so I did wear it once or twice to Mexico; to experiment; but when people began to kiss my ring, as if I were a Catholic priest, I became very uncomfortable. When I expressed my discomfort to my father, I was told I needed to allow it as it was their way of showing respect for my position but it still bothered me immensely and I decided I would just stay away from the Mexico meetings.

The "Mexican Ministry" began to consume more money than was currently coming in through tithe and offering. Any alms that came in were kept secret so no one had any idea how much money was actually coming in earmarked as “alms”. The tithe money was paying for the "Casa Grande" (a huge house in Chula Vista California), a trailer in the mountains, a condo at the beach, a fleet of vehicles, lots and lots of new furniture and lots and lots and lots of other stuff. This was all very expensive stuff and very little money was actually making its way to helping Mexican families in their poverty. The theory, as my dad explains on the Luis tape, is that tithes and offerings could not ever be used to help someone in need...only alms could be used for that. The tithes and offerings began paying for lots of things that "supported" bringing teachings to Mexico but little or none was used to feed the poor or help them in their poverty. If an alm came in, that money was allegedly used to buy Bibles, but this could not be verified. All of these things did not sit well with many people and it began to create quite a rift, not just in San Diego, but among people everywhere. It eventually caused two major splits in the church.

To raise additional money and "keep the corporation afloat", bake sales were initiated in front of various supermarkets around San Diego. It was expected we would all bake goodies for these sales then help staff the tables on weekends. Knowing the money was not flowing to Mexico, to help those in poverty, I took part in none of them. This was another one of my "rebellions".

Another method to acquire more money was to have members of the ABC sit, during the middle of the night, at highway rest stops to give out "free" coffee then ask for donations for the "Mexican Ministry" from travelers. Many in the ABC did not take part in this endeavor since they were not comfortable giving the impression the money raised was being used to feed or clothe Mexicans. It was not. It just bought more stuff for the Casa Grande and supported an ever more lavish lifestyle. Another one of my "rebellions".

One of the more unusual ways the Mexican Ministry "ministered" to the shopkeepers was through hauling goods for them across the border in the trunks of cars; as if the goods were souvenirs. These goods were then packaged for shipment on the U.S. side and sent to stores in Los Angeles. By doing this, the shopkeepers avoided duty on their goods as they passed across the border, and they could then undercut their competitor's price. This greatly increased their sales and allowed them to grow their businesses more quickly. It was also very illegal. If discovered, the shopkeeper taking part would lose their merchandise and be fined. However, the U.S. citizen assisting in this smuggling of goods, to avoid duty, would have their car seized at the border and would possibly be arrested and charged with a crime. Many, including me, chose not to take part in this smuggling. This was another one of my "rebellions". The shopkeepers made more sales as a result of avoiding duty but were told prayers in their shops were the reason for the good fortune, not the smuggling.

I arrived at the Casa Grande one weekday morning and was told, by my father, I was being made the new treasurer of the corporation. About an hour after I arrived, everyone left to Mexico to visit the shopkeepers, and I remained behind. During my day at the Casa Grande I received a phone call from the Internal Revenue Service. They had made me treasurer just that morning so I knew nothing about what was going on and could not answer any of their questions knowledgeably. When everyone returned from Mexico that afternoon I inquired, as "the new treasurer", what was going on with the IRS. I wanted to know why they were investigating the church. The only reply I got back was "maybe it's not a good idea to have you as the treasurer after all." That was that. I was treasurer for just one day and never did discover what the IRS trouble was all about. I do have my suspicions on this however. My father was of the impression a "minister" was exempt from paying FICA and Income taxes. This was not true and he obtained this information from questionable sources. As an "employee" of the church FICA taxes must be paid on both sides, 7.65% by the church, and 7.65% withheld from the paycheck of anyone paid by the church. Income taxes are due at the rate established by income level and returns must be filed. The church, as a non-profit, is exempt from income tax. I do not know the current status of this issue in the church but, based on one of my last conversations with Gilbert Larson on this subject, he also stated taxes were not due on his pay. They are due and should any be audited that have not paid tax there will also be substantial penalties and interest. Give unto Caesar...

Anyone in the San Diego group who chose not to take part in these endeavors was soon listed as "rebellious". I was among those who chose not to take part. Many of the things happening seemed not right. I have mentioned only a very few things here to illustrate life in San Diego during the Mexican Ministry days. There were many many other incidents, some much worse. Things that should not be put into print. The general theme was, if you did not do what you were told, you were labeled "rebellious", would be humiliated, and eventually be put out. There was a great absence of free will, a distinctive mark of a cult.

A group of three families were put out in one day at a "body counsel" over these "rebellions". All of us men who were put out were considered "elders" at the time. One of these families moved to Washington, another remained in San Diego for a short period then moved to Arizona. I stayed behind for about a year before moving to the northwest again. One of these men eventually divorced, returned to the ABC, then remarried. I have heard the other couple returned recently as well.

When I got away from the hustle-bustle of the "Mexican Ministry", and the constant commands from my dad to "go do this" or "go do that", it was once again a time of peace. This would last for a number of years before I would, unfortunately, return to the ABC again myself. I was soon after acknowledged again as an "elder" but this time I was to be "eternally judged" then ousted for all of eternity. This time however it was not for the sin of “rebellion” but was instead for "committing blasphemy".

I put this narrative forward as a "history" of the Assembly of the Body of Christ" but, in reality, it is a history taken from a mostly singular perspective...mine. I have relied some on letters, teachings and documents that show the rise of this church out of the "Latter Rain Revival" movement plus show how it progressed through various stages to get to where it is today. Much is based on my own observations, along with the accounts of others. I have tried to avoid the "pointing of the finger" but undoubtedly failed some in that regard. I am perfectly willing to accept anytime I point the finger I have three fingers pointing back at me. Some of these issues still hold pent up emotion for me because I'm human. I lost a great deal in the final round of betrayals. If someone were to write a history of my life, it would include a share of pitfalls, foibles, errors and things I would not be proud of. We all make mistakes and I do not write this to place myself above any other, simply to expose the true history.

Most of my purpose in writing this narrative is to illustrate the path followed by the ABC to where it is today is not as has been portrayed to its members and followers. To be blunt, there have been a great many lies told to cover up the true path it followed, and still follows to this day. The truth is quite far from the map shown to newcomers. There are many falsehoods told to make the ABC look different from what it really is. Entering its doors is unwise.

While it is true my dad was not great at the family thing, I too failed in that regard. I was much too hard on my kids as they grew up, did not give them the space they needed to grow, was overbearing and, as a result, am not as close to them as I would like. I parented the best I could, given the information I had at hand, but that information was highly deficient and cruel. I had no good model to follow in my life and this, more than anything else, brings me the most pain. If one examines the outcome of the children of those in the ABC, there is a consistent pattern of kids rejecting the path their parents followed since it is full of abuses.

Some have expressed sympathy I have been through so many things. I do not need sympathy because most, if not all of us, go through similar storms in our lives. The storms that passed through my life were just more visible than most because my father was a minor celebrity in his own right; having started this new denomination. He was respected for his position as the founder and leader of this new denomination, but that type of respect only leads to the formation of myths and utter falsehoods about his character. Even today, long after his death, his teachings are considered the "ordained" teachings of the ABC and anything outside of that is suspect. My father's teachings stemmed directly from the other men I have written about (Watt, Prince....) and they undoubtedly drew these from others they followed. And so it goes all the way back through history.

I have been mostly a willing, and ignorant, participant in my life. I made my own decisions based on the information I had at hand at the time. Many times that was the wrong decision. I think nearly every person looks back on their life and wishes they could go back and do it all over again, make the right decisions this time. It is not possible so we are left to live the life we construct. I fear in my ramblings I may have written things that could be construed as bitterness towards my father. There was a day indeed I was bitter against him. I have, years ago, resolved that bitterness, but it has not ended the sadness I feel when I see our broken family. I am, however, no longer angry with him.

I believe my dad meant well when he began the ABC, but he made the error of translating his abusive family practices into the building of an abusive, aberrant, denomination without finding repentance. This carryover into church doctrine caused many episodes of abandonment in the church over the years. My father abandoned his entire family, so it is to be expected the religious institution he started would also behave much the same.

This journey taken through this very abbreviated part of my history has brought me many difficulties emotionally. Like Solomon in Ecclesiastes, I too have thrown up my hands and stated it is all just vanity and not worth it. It has been a worthwhile journey to write this down. It has helped me understand where I sprang from. It has helped me burn a great deal of wood, hay and stubble in my thoughts in the process. I am a much better person for it. Like the parable of the good Samaritan I am much more tolerant and kind to persons I meet on the way who are much different than me. The Pharisaical ego I once had is mostly gone. The fires have burned large in my life and, when they died down, I had not much left to call my own but I, like Solomon, reach the end of the matter.